Monday, August 16, 2004
GONE W/ THE WIND...
Time: 1241 Place: Diane's hse, the living room Doing: Using com, online blogging Feeling: Anytink but happy
Alrite, so i left home. Big deal, y make a big fuss out if it? Hmm, oh i noe y! Cuz ur parents care lots abt u n they miss u so v much n they cant do w/o u. Oh isit rlly so? Yea, perhaps it is so 4 my mom. But 4 my dad, i seriously doubt it. Dad, if u r reading tis, u shld noe u r the reason all tis has happenned. I dun wan 2 take all tis anymore, i dun deserve all tis. U noe, i'm not always up2 no good, u can try 2 ahve more trust in me, den perhaps tinks wldnt have turn nasty.
I noe, tis mite not b the rite decision, but it is, 4 me now. At least, i tink. Its not lyk tis is the 1st
time, cuz its not. I did once, but my father managed 2 convince me 2 go hm. But he did not get it. He did changed, but he did not keep his words. I rlly dowan 2 get in2 all the messy details, cuz if so, tis blog cld go on 4eva.
Suddenly felt the urge 2 blog, hmm, stil rmb i used 2 keep a diary, except no1 gets 2 read it but myself. But u noe wad? i feel comfortable letting other ppl noe how i feel, n it feels gr8 when i get responses. esp encouragement from my pals, even ppl hu dun rlly noe me. Thnx lots 4 tt. I rlly cld do w/ sum encouragement help rite now. haha.
Hmm, n to the ppl hu r trying 2 contact me, i'm perfectly fine, thnx 4 evrytink. But u guys can X trying cuz there's no pt.
tts it, having a nagging headache. hmm, haha, my life's not so bad. Now tts there's smth i can look fwd 2 =D
Alrite, so i left home. Big deal, y make a big fuss out if it? Hmm, oh i noe y! Cuz ur parents care lots abt u n they miss u so v much n they cant do w/o u. Oh isit rlly so? Yea, perhaps it is so 4 my mom. But 4 my dad, i seriously doubt it. Dad, if u r reading tis, u shld noe u r the reason all tis has happenned. I dun wan 2 take all tis anymore, i dun deserve all tis. U noe, i'm not always up2 no good, u can try 2 ahve more trust in me, den perhaps tinks wldnt have turn nasty.
I noe, tis mite not b the rite decision, but it is, 4 me now. At least, i tink. Its not lyk tis is the 1st
time, cuz its not. I did once, but my father managed 2 convince me 2 go hm. But he did not get it. He did changed, but he did not keep his words. I rlly dowan 2 get in2 all the messy details, cuz if so, tis blog cld go on 4eva.
Suddenly felt the urge 2 blog, hmm, stil rmb i used 2 keep a diary, except no1 gets 2 read it but myself. But u noe wad? i feel comfortable letting other ppl noe how i feel, n it feels gr8 when i get responses. esp encouragement from my pals, even ppl hu dun rlly noe me. Thnx lots 4 tt. I rlly cld do w/ sum encouragement help rite now. haha.
Hmm, n to the ppl hu r trying 2 contact me, i'm perfectly fine, thnx 4 evrytink. But u guys can X trying cuz there's no pt.
tts it, having a nagging headache. hmm, haha, my life's not so bad. Now tts there's smth i can look fwd 2 =D
Irene tells it like it is | 12:41 PM