Ok, so mayb e title shld be 'fucked up AFTERNOON', c-ing how its already past one when i woke up but wad e hell. To me, morning=e time when i wake up, unless e sky outside my windows is already dark.

I didnt have enuf slp n my eyes hurt lyk FUCK.

But thnkfully, i have one tink tt jus made me overlook e fact tt my head's throbbing w/ pain from e lack of slp n all tt. And tt is my dear boi. *smiles

Well, ytd was my 1st day of e pre-sentence probation, tis whole tink lasting abt 20 days. Ytd was friday nite, he came calling on me in e evening n we spent a good 12 hrs together. Haha, which osho means tt he was stuck, lyk me, at home on a nice friday nite. When he could totally out having a good time, mayb even clubbing or wad. But he didnt. But of cuz, clubbing's totally out of e question since we've fully made tis promise to each other tt we cld oni go clubbing, together as a couple. N since ytd was lyk my 1st day, e thot of skipping out on probation didnt even cross my mind. Eh, it did. But ha, no worries. I noe beta now.
I rlly dun wish 2 put tim thru all tis, i mean i feel rlly bad. I mean, when we cld b lyk other couples r out doin e usual dating shiit, watchin scary movies at e last corner row of seats or making out at an isolated park in e late nite n all tt. U noe wad i mean. *sobs

But my dear boi seems 2b takin all tis easier den me, hmm probably bcuz he's been thru it b4. Or its rlly not tt bad, but i SERIOUSLY tink tis kinda life sucks, if i have to do tis 4 long-term. argh. Recallin how he's accompany me 4 e whole friday nite ytd jus bring tis stupid i'm-satisfied-with-myself smile to my face.

I jus love u my dear lil' golden pig. *blushes shyly

I rlly hope to get tis pre-sentence probation done n over with. Then there's my court day on e 24th tis month. Yes, jus fuckin throw me a fair sentence n MOVE ON ~ ~ !
I mean, i can rlly c how e Singapore government is makin use of e resources. From wad i noe, they're wasting it, makin a big deal out of my cases.
Its lyk NOTHING?! I didnt kill, i didnt put fire to my annoying neighbour next door, i didnt even bring harm to an ANIMAL. or wadeva.
Wad i did was i jus took a few tinks off e shelevs n conveniently 4gotten ( mayb intentional.) to pay 4 em.
TheySoDoNotHaveToThrowMeInTheLock-UpForHoursReleaseMeOnAHeavyBailThenChargeMeOnTheSubordinateCourt.
But they did. So jus get on w/ wad u wanna do n jus fuck off ya.

Speakin of probation, it reminds me my bitchy probation officer. She talks lyk she noe me, she judge me lyk she's seen me. In other words, she is a fucked up psychotic middle-aged woman left on e shelves 2 ROT. I dunno how old is she, i dun wanna noe. But she seemed lyk tt.
Argh.

So many upsetting tinks in my life.

Oni one 2 redeem it all: there's my darling boi. *smiles