You know, i was standing at my window, puffing on a stick of my new MADISON menthol fresh when it jus HIT me. Wad am i doing w/ my life?

I realized i'm not living my life in the way i want it to be, i'm not enjoying my life AT ALL. And when i tried to find the root to all the problems i'm facing, i found out its actually all jus ME.

ME. MYSELF.

I'm the one creating all despair and miseries in myself. Its all jus me hopelessly clingin on to the past, holdin on to sometink to somewhere i can nvr go back to. And the fact is, there's simply NO point. Its pathetic.

And, I want to GET OUT OF IT. I will .

SHE'S LOVED HIM SO LONG, SHE DONT KNOW WAD ITS LYK NOT TO .

SHE'S HELD ON SO LONG, SHE DONT KNOW HOW TO LET GO .

SHE'S LOST THE TWINKLING STARS IN HER EYES .

HER WORLD'S FALLING APART .

YET THERE'S NOTHING SHE COULD DO ABT IT .

NO MORE . She's not tt girl anymore .

I'm moving on, and i'm glad i made the decision. Smiles*

I deserve all the happiness i can get. I deserve a man hu loves me more den anytink else in the world TOO.

<3 IRENE