Another day w/o you.
Its hard to pass by, but I try hard. REAL HARD to get thru each day lyk tis.
Since the day you left.

Should i even TRY? Do i even WANT to?

NO.

I want to stop living each day in the delusion that i can do w/o him.

When actually, I CANNOT.
All i ever want is HIM.
And will always be, i believe.

I'm such a L-O-S-E-R.

I don't want to be the kind of pathetic little girl who cannot live WITHOUT a man in her life.
Its only a GUY.

Then again, HE's not jus another guy.

HE'S NOT.

I'm waiting. . but you nvr came back .