Tuesday, October 18, 2005
people change , i change
Been quite a loner these days , simply enjoying some time to myself hanging arnd in my own space .
Aiyo ~ What has got into me ? ? **pulls hair hard
HA . I guess I've changed lah . Or rather , i should say my perspective and expectations have changed . Good thing wad ? Rite ? ? ?
At least now my idea of fun can be even just spending some time w/ my family , eating too much and playin mahjong til 6 in the morning . When in the past , i derived NO joy or pleasure from it at all .
Thats if people change for the better .
There're people i noe whom changed SO much in such a short time , its SCARY .
It makes me even wonder why would i even:
1. have any connections / associations w/ such persons
2. once have any humanly feelings for them ! !
People do change lah .
Well , thats life . That's how it works , i guess .
Throbbing headache's killing me . The lack of slp and / or PMS is making me CRANKY .
Argh .
Oh . HOW ? ? Wad abt my hefty hp bill tis month ?
DIE .
Beta hide it well .
Love ,
IRENE
Aiyo ~ What has got into me ? ? **pulls hair hard
HA . I guess I've changed lah . Or rather , i should say my perspective and expectations have changed . Good thing wad ? Rite ? ? ?
At least now my idea of fun can be even just spending some time w/ my family , eating too much and playin mahjong til 6 in the morning . When in the past , i derived NO joy or pleasure from it at all .
Thats if people change for the better .
There're people i noe whom changed SO much in such a short time , its SCARY .
It makes me even wonder why would i even:
1. have any connections / associations w/ such persons
2. once have any humanly feelings for them ! !
People do change lah .
Well , thats life . That's how it works , i guess .
Throbbing headache's killing me . The lack of slp and / or PMS is making me CRANKY .
Argh .
Oh . HOW ? ? Wad abt my hefty hp bill tis month ?
DIE .
Beta hide it well .
Love ,
IRENE
Irene tells it like it is | 11:16 PM