So it was the 14th of march. So it was our one-month anniversary.

So he didnt 4got.

And, so he did not make any plans out to surprise me.

STILL, it was xtremely swiiiiiit of him to get me wad he did. Hehs. I'm not telling, but e real question is . . .

*ponders

Did he buy tt bottle along w/ the stars or did he fold them out of straws by himself?

Haa.

Well, i certainly wish its not the former, i mean, i wld fully give him credit for the amount of sincereity n effort he put in. But i didnt ask. 4got. But i will.

But i feel so so bad tt all i got him was a ring.

A plain silver 925 ring which is way TOO big to fit AND it doesnt even cum w/ a box.

N trust me, it doesnt even cost tt much.

*sobs

Well, if onli i had start lookin earlier but seriously, i fully intended to get him tis rlly kewl n chic silver lighter w/ the green flame i saw the other tyme at clarke quay, n i can even get it engraved.

Not my lucky day.

Went in the aftnoon, under the scorching sun searching arnd in clarke quay oni to find the shops there have all closed due to renovation, n not oni tt. I have tis stupid budget to stick to, i cant even get netink else nice 4 him.

But thnkfully, he liked it i guess. *smiles

ARGH. Hide & Seek.

It is a jus-ok movie. No impressive cast of actors or a good storyline to start w/, but the ending was rather surprising, wasnt xpecting it at all.

And oh.

MY EX-BF HADN'T CHOSE A BETA TIME TO CALL.

Its my one-month anniversary w/ my boi n we were out tgt, in e midst of tis not-so-nice movie but wad e hell, all was good and he HAD TO CALL N RUINED IT ALL.
Well, he did. Cuz i was so taken aback as the last time he called was 3 months ago, when we werent tgt anymore but stil in contact, patching tinks up( ok, partly due to e fact tt my hp was ringing ALOUD as well).

ARGH *pulls hair

But of cuz, its not gonna bother me, nor my boi. It didnt, n it wldnt affect me n my boi's relationship in e least.
Fine, i dun deny i had e shock of my life, but trust me, it was e unpleasant kind. I was abit disturbed intially, cldnt rlly pay attention 2 e movie at all but i got arnd to it n hey, it hit me; y shld i care y he's callin.
He didnt care den, he shldnt care NOW.

I have my own life now, i'm beta off w/o u.

Stop all ur nonsense lyk sms-ing me by mistake or callin me not having the guts to speak.

Its strange, there was tis period of time, i kept wanting to 'bump in2' him, n i tried rlly hard, gg to places we used to go tgt n all tt, but didnt get to c even a GLANCE of him.
N now, i dun wish 2 c him AT ALL, i c him lyk all e tyme. Ok, jus twice. But in a short period of time.

Dots.

Tok abt stupid predestination.

OH. Its late. Gotta go catch sum shut eye. Stil gotta go mit my P.O w/ my parents tmr morning at 9.

Argh.