I'm having mixed feelings.

Its smth lyk having ONION and CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM AND WATERMELON all at the same time, its jus dun go together. And u would even get a rlly rlly bad stomachache.

See, i'm at the lowest point of my life. NOTHING is gg rite.
My future is so bleak, i cant c wads ahead of me, at all. I've got so much i wanna do, but yet i cant. So much tinks r happening in such a short period of time, its suffocating me.

Never ever thot i wld b in tis position tt i am in 2dae.

And by nothing I mean, NOTHING. Not a single tink is gg MY WAY.

My life is in a complete mess.

Well ok. Except for my love life.

Kind of dreading the 24th yet cant wait 2 get it over n done w/. I mean, its been dragging on since december( and sss-lowly consuming me).

Then again, I'm feeling a WEE bit hopeful. Thanks to my dad, i rlly cant thank him enuf for all the love n support, n evry single tink he's done 4 me. If i ever believe in god someday, i'll believe my biological father is THE GOD.

Well well, Jus kipin my fingers crossed tt all goes well on thurs.

Speakin of which, thanks for the love n care from peeps out there. I'll be alright. Jus wait 4 my good news ya? *winks

AH. Friday is another day worth a mention.

But i'm not tellin much. Well, 4give me!! i jus cant reveal too much. But i'll update on it soon.

Wee~ Fianlly going take foto stickers w. my dearie tmr. Cant wait. *grins

See???

I could seriously suffer a mental breakdown, i am not joking arnd w/ u. I can be rolling-on-the-floor-luffing-my-ass-off tis min, and crying-my-heart-n-soul out the other.

Scary or wad.