Friday, September 09, 2005
Bad case of NICOTINE WITHDRAWAL .
I DID NOT smoke for the entire day.
Except for the miserable one LAST stick left in my cigarette case tis morning.
HOW????
I'm totally getting the nicotine withdrawal. BADLY.
No use even going to slp, i jus woke up from my nap but i only got the urge to smoke even more badly. Lyk how i always will when i woke up 1st tink in the morning.
Too broke to get a new pack.
I nid a cig fix desperately. I'm feeling so pekcek can???
I shld seriously consider giving up smoking.
But if its gonna be tis hard in the beginnning, den mayb not lah.
Except for the miserable one LAST stick left in my cigarette case tis morning.
HOW????
I'm totally getting the nicotine withdrawal. BADLY.
No use even going to slp, i jus woke up from my nap but i only got the urge to smoke even more badly. Lyk how i always will when i woke up 1st tink in the morning.
Too broke to get a new pack.
I nid a cig fix desperately. I'm feeling so pekcek can???
I shld seriously consider giving up smoking.
But if its gonna be tis hard in the beginnning, den mayb not lah.
Irene tells it like it is | 4:39 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
GET OFF my back .
Will ya?
Will evryone jus gimme a break?
STOP manipulating my life CAN????? Its MY life.
Argh. HOSTEL LIFE SUCKS.
Wad a day. Originally wanted to mit up w/ serene and tt bunch along w/ Geneve tt JIAT LIAO BI near serene's workplace at tanjong pagar and make a sport outta her. Jus for KICKS.
Hu knew our plan was destroyed, and the whole tink ended so DRAMAMAMA-MATICALLY.
HA . Quite funny when i come to tink of it now lah.
Still, its such a SPOILER tt we didnt get to carry out our original plan and i have to left in a hurry.
NVM. Miting up w/ diane in a while. MISS her so much. Its been so long, my dear hao sista!
Tts abt it. Boring life huh? wished u had my life? HA
tata
Will evryone jus gimme a break?
STOP manipulating my life CAN????? Its MY life.
Argh. HOSTEL LIFE SUCKS.
Wad a day. Originally wanted to mit up w/ serene and tt bunch along w/ Geneve tt JIAT LIAO BI near serene's workplace at tanjong pagar and make a sport outta her. Jus for KICKS.
Hu knew our plan was destroyed, and the whole tink ended so DRAMAMAMA-MATICALLY.
HA . Quite funny when i come to tink of it now lah.
Still, its such a SPOILER tt we didnt get to carry out our original plan and i have to left in a hurry.
NVM. Miting up w/ diane in a while. MISS her so much. Its been so long, my dear hao sista!
Tts abt it. Boring life huh? wished u had my life? HA
tata
Irene tells it like it is | 4:11 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
99 paper roses .
Is it rlly over?
Thats the worst tink tt could ever happen.
I dun wanna lose you.
I want you BACK .
I dun noe how much i love you, but i do noe how much more i wish to.
If only i have the chance to do so now.
Irene tells it like it is | 10:16 AM
Its three in the morning .
And i cant get to slp.
Not tt i tried. I cant be bothered to. There's so much running thru my mind i dun tink i can slp in peace even if i were to squeeze my eyes shut, n lie on the bed as flat as a corpse n shut off completely all the loud music blasting on my speakers rite now.
Wtf .
This sucks. I'm sick of tis sh*t. I nid to get over myself. I cant kip harping on the past. Tis cant go on. Its takin its toll on me, on my life. Its miserable to feel tis way.
Wads worst, its so much harder not to BE like that. So much harder not to tink abt it and feel tis way.
I need to give myself a good knock on my head and get over it.
Becuz', its rlly OVER.
I can do beta w/o you. Much beta. I dun nid you, AT ALL.
And, I nid to start believing in tt.
Not tt i tried. I cant be bothered to. There's so much running thru my mind i dun tink i can slp in peace even if i were to squeeze my eyes shut, n lie on the bed as flat as a corpse n shut off completely all the loud music blasting on my speakers rite now.
Wtf .
This sucks. I'm sick of tis sh*t. I nid to get over myself. I cant kip harping on the past. Tis cant go on. Its takin its toll on me, on my life. Its miserable to feel tis way.
Wads worst, its so much harder not to BE like that. So much harder not to tink abt it and feel tis way.
I need to give myself a good knock on my head and get over it.
Becuz', its rlly OVER.
I can do beta w/o you. Much beta. I dun nid you, AT ALL.
And, I nid to start believing in tt.
Irene tells it like it is | 3:14 AM