I developed tis skin infection last monday , since it doesnt rlly itch or hurt , i fully thot it was jus some slight rashes . Went to the polyclinic n the doc simply dismissed it as SOMETHING VERY MINOR ; jus prescribed me w/ some pills to stop the itching n a tube of anti-infectant cream . The whole consultation time lasted less den 3 mins .

Thats wad i HATE abt polyclinic doctors . They think they're OH-SO-GREAT . They'll casually ask u the same old questions , and when they AGAR AGAR know wads wrong , they make an inaccurate diagnosis ( most of e time ) and literally chased u out of the room . They jus wan to see all the patients FAST ( the fees r subsidised by the govt , thus explains the crowd ) , n get the day done n over with . As if they actually get more pay if they c MORE patients a day . They DO NOT CARE whether u're badly beaten ; has no serious wounds , but suffer MAJOR internal injuries inside .

When it got worse on the 3rd day ( it was so red it looks the color of a fully cooked crab ) , it itches terribly but i cldnt rlly scratch it as it will hurt badly . So the staff brought me back to the doctor ( not the one i last encountered , fortunately ) . The doc was fairly shocked to c the state of my so-called rashes on my waist . Turns out its actually shingles; a skin infection which is contagious to those not immune to chicken pox , n it can b fatal if it goes round my whole waist .

My father being v. concerned of my well-being , at e same time oso v. doubtful n unconfident of the polyclinic doctors' ability ; brought me to a chinese sinsei . I was treated lyk a royal princess ( as compared to the service i got at the polyclinic ) . I was given MC for a whole week to recuperate at home .

The oni tink i dislike abt the sinsei was the chinese medicine he prescribed ; it gave me irritable bowels . I do not fancy the feeling of taking a shit HALF THE TIME i'm asleep .

Anyway , i've an appointment w/ the polyclinic doc tmr . Hope my MC xtends ! ! Though unlikely , seeing how its already all dried up n peeling .

*Sigh

time to go to bed ,
nite <3

I just dun get it can ? ? ?

Call me a fuckhead , a retard , an imbecile , wadeva u wan . I DO NOT freakin care .

Bcuz i refuse to spend another hour jus trying to get the music html code rite ! !

Its so infuriating , i kept trying and the song jus wont play .

FUCK la .

All those codes look lyk greek to me .

Not again . I dun think i've never stop dieting as long as i can remember .

That's the typical life of every teenage girl , i guess .

But i seriously nid to do tis . Now dont you people reading this gimme the " OH . Its jus one of those stupid girls dieting again yada yada " look .
I HAVE STOP DIETING FOR 6 WHOLE MONTHS , thus explaining the accumulated fats arnd my neck .

I've been on a frenzy to lose the weight ever since i admitted to tt living hell ( it being my hostel ). Its been abt 6 months already . And I've put on like FIVE HEFTY KILOS and i tink i'm now at the HEAVIEST in my whole entire 16 yrs and 10 months of life .

Sad isnt it ? ?

And SCREW BEING SKINNY , because wads more sad ?
Its almost impossible to diet at all in Singapore .
Evrywhere you go there is food . They will be beckonin to me" hi irene , come eat me , i'm delicious ! ! ".
And who can you tell me, which sane human being can resist MILO DINOSAUR and CHEESE PRATA ? ? ?

Fuck diets .

We're not talking abt short-cut cheating methods lyk; popping liver-splintering slim 10 pills or liposuction on ur body fats , there're onli TWO ways to get slim.

1. be ANOREXIC lyk Lindsay Lohan
2. exercise and adopt a healthy diet made up of onli FRUITS N' VEGGIES .

HOW CAN I POSSIBLY DO ANY OF ABOVE ? ?

So if you know of any other good methods to slim down , kindly email me or i'm afraid i'll resort to the following:

1. Sniff tt smelly thang whenever i feel lyk eating
2. destroy my tastebuds so i derived no pleasure in eating , not even OREO CHEESECAKE
3. PUKE after i eat up the whole refridgerator of junk food

From wad i noe , many people do 3) . Even celebs lyk Paris hilton etc .

And OH . If you're one of those slimming companies . ENDORSE ME ? ? PLEASE ? ? PLEASE ? ?

email me yea ?

Been quite a loner these days , simply enjoying some time to myself hanging arnd in my own space .

Aiyo ~ What has got into me ? ? **pulls hair hard

HA . I guess I've changed lah . Or rather , i should say my perspective and expectations have changed . Good thing wad ? Rite ? ? ?
At least now my idea of fun can be even just spending some time w/ my family , eating too much and playin mahjong til 6 in the morning . When in the past , i derived NO joy or pleasure from it at all .

Thats if people change for the better .
There're people i noe whom changed SO much in such a short time , its SCARY .

It makes me even wonder why would i even:
1. have any connections / associations w/ such persons
2. once have any humanly feelings for them ! !

People do change lah .
Well , thats life . That's how it works , i guess .

Throbbing headache's killing me . The lack of slp and / or PMS is making me CRANKY .
Argh .
Oh . HOW ? ? Wad abt my hefty hp bill tis month ?
DIE .
Beta hide it well .

Love ,
IRENE

Tired of the dull look of my blog ( I mean , BLACK ? Its so NOT me , NOT my colour ) .
I've changed it to THIS cutesy hello kitty skin . Kawaii or wad ?

LOL. Loving it .

But is it a little TOO cute ?

EH . NOTHING is too cute for me can ? ? ? :))

Btw , my so-called skin infection is healing fast . Got an appointment w/ the doc on thurs . MC supposed to cover until this friday .

Enjoy ! !
<3 IRENE